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Friday, May 06, 2005

orites. we came in third. that's sumthing to be proud of. cos we beat anderson junior college. when we lost to them in the quarter finals. arghss. i duno wad exactly to feel. mixed feelings. bcos if onli we beat them in the quarters. den we wouldnt haf met nyjc and we might haf gotten into finals instead. alot of regrets larhs. but hai. nvm. it's all over. and we are all happy and proud of ourselves. to be third. all cried larhhs. happy till cry. cos the match was realli a good one. and a tough one. it somewad felt like a finals match. with the anderson and victoria student councillors cheering awae. i cant even hear myself can. tsk tsk. yahh. and all the if onlys came to my mind. but wad to do. it's all over. i wonder how would the final match be. i really wonder. nvm. there is alwaes next year.
i really love every single one of my teammates. they are realli nice pple. pple who went thru every single thing i went thru for the past six months. some of them one yr plus. yahhh. and we share the same victory. thou not a champion title. but at least a third. and wads more. the love that grew in us. we shared the same goal. we walked the long and tough journey. and everything has come to an end. thou not a perfect one. but in my heart. we are the champion. :) alwaes will be. i duno wad else to sae. i am jus very touched by wadever that has happened and all. i feel that i am one of the reasons for us not getting that far. if onli i had done better. i duno. i feel sooo guilty and alll. hai. i realli feeel bad. realli bad. but why am i the onli one u blame. who is the one having high expectation. me or you. i cant seemed to be able to sort out my feelings. what else do u wan me to do. i tried. i realli did. but sumtimes. best is not enough. and life is never fair. life is never fair.

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